I know so many people really want to see what I've been up to, but I'm guessing that the only hits I get anymore are those from search engines strafing over my site. It happens.

But seriously... this year will even be worse than my first year of this site, because I think I wrote more in my first 2 months of this page than I did this entire year... I have been busy as hell and it did get me into a lot of trouble which turned me off to the whole idea, however.

We went to Atlantic City this weekend, to spend time with my family and such. It was also a pseudo-celebration of Cara's 22nd birthday and my cousin's 21st.

I lost a bit of money, but for playing for 12 hours, the A little bit of money put away would be a trememndous help in getting started with grad school... that way I could focus on school and not have to work so much. I definetly wouldn't want to work as much as I do now, because its doubtful that I could find a job that consists of as little as I do where I could actually do school work there.

But Jenn really has her heart set on moving there and living together and whatnot.

I don't want to do it for her though... if I don't feel ready, I'm not ready. But on the other hand, I know that if I don't go right away, theres a good chance that I won't be going to grad school at all.

Quite a bind, quite a bind.

I was thinking, that if I do get a nice digital camera for Christmas, that I could support myself with some freelance photography with my credentials from Jim. Sure, I don't have that much experience shooting from that job, but being in the atmosphere of graphics and photo work has kind of motivated me... I was thinking maybe taking some photography courses, to hone my skills. Maybe digital photography, although I definetly don't have the money for a decent dSLR at the moment.

Hell, I might be able to make enough money doing freelance to put myself through grad school. That would be awesome. I could live in between the city and IUB, I know there are a few big citys in the area... indianapolis, chicago, Gary. it can't be that hard.

eh... enough of this. i gotta get to sleep. class at 9:30 and I have to wake up to take the pup out at 8.

oh well